LOVE

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

And I'd give up forever to touch you. Cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't want to go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment and all I can breathe is your life, when sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight. 

i love u infinity :')

sofienashahuri

tired tired tired

it was so exhausted today. urghh. ke hulur ke hilir aku pegang fail sambil memakai tudung dengan selekehnya  +  rambut aku dah terkeluar(act nak sorokkan rambut aku yg dah keperangan nie) HAHA. lantak kau lah. janji aku setelkan register nie cpat2. nasib baik lah cuaca hari nie elok kan.so tak de lah aku panas sangat. then aku terpaksa tgu wanie selama beberapa lama semata2 untuk dapatkan bilik yg sama. tapi nasib baiklah kitorang dapat bilik sama. yg bestnya aku dengan wanie je duduk dalam bilik tu. HAHA. mmg sempoi la kan. tapi kan yg paling kelakar, aku, wanie, dengan mak aku sekali punya lah bersusah payah menolak loker buruk tu ke bilik sebelah sbb kitorang nak tukar loker yg cantik sikit. HAHA. peluh jgn ckap lah bole tadah satu baldi. tapi tu the best lah. puas hati  jugak kan dapat loker yg baru sikit TAPI dalam aku gembira aku rasa sedih sbb ZUFARHEZAIDE tak de utk register sama2 dengan aku. jealous sgt bila tgok org lain dengan partner masing2. tapi nie semua ujian kan bie ?

* i really miss u zufarhezaide

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... 

* i miss u boyfie

YES I NEED YOU

 

                          I love you, not for what you are, 

         but for what I am when I am with you.

30 DECEMBER 2010

KPTM SAYA DATANG !

bye bye bie

ZUFARHE ZAIDE. i never thought that this is the last day i'll meet u. ingat tak gmba nie ? kita snap snap saja time nie while waiting the bus. ya its the precious moment that i never want to forget. next year is the tough moment that i have to face. live without u. i tak sangka u akan tinggalkan i sorang2 kat sana. i sedih sangat and rasa mcm tak de semangat nak move on my life. tapi since u ckap yg u akan selalu visit i okay lega sikit hati nie. u ingat tak u peselalu cakap kat i "syg jgn tinggal i tau ". jgn risau lah bie, tu perkara yg tak perlu u risaukan sebab i takkn tinggal kan u. i nak u tau yg i happy bila u ada dgan i, u sgat pandai jaga hati i. tapi mcm mana bila u dah tak de nanti ? sapa yg nak teman i makan kat hafiz tom yam ? spa yg nak teman i pegi kopok lekor ? sapa yg nak teman i pegi mamak ? sapa yg nak jalan dgan i berpeluh peluh bila habis kelas nanti ? sapa yg nak petik bunga bgi kat i ? sapa yg nak bwakkan beg i ? ya mmg i tak kan lupa waktu tu. i hope that u'll trust me when we're far apart from each other. maybe this is the time to know how much u love me. I LOVE U BIE

*remember the text u bg kat i ?

im not supposed to love u
care about u
to live my life wishing u were there
im also not supposed to wonder where u are
but i cant help it cuz im in love with u

bestie

seems like i'll be alone for the next sem. its hard to believe that syida and mj akan tinggal kan aku. gila sedih. tak kan lupa pada kenangan kitorang. just imagine, we're having fun time together, hang out until late morning even the final exam just coming around, we shared our secrets, and both of u will lend your shoulder to cry on. hmmm, kita dah tak bole tido sama sama lg kat bilik wanie. ya i'll miss that moment. and when the last time we meet, i just cant accept that my bestie will leave me. i count your steps when seeing u walk away from me. itulah perkara yg paling sedih. korang dah tak de kat sisi aku lagi. SYIDA and MJ aku harap korang akan egat aku sebagai kawan korang sampai bila bila. i love both of u :'(

she's my baby

i just want to be the girl u talk about
the only one u cant live without
to be the one who makes your heart beat like crazy
and for u to says to you boys she's my baby

lagu untuk si busuk

*suka lagu nie walaupun tak de kena mengena
*ada sikit pengeditan. HAHA


Malam pertama sangat sempurna
Duhai kekanda sungguh jelita
Selama ini hanya kau yang kutunggu

Bukannya rahsia di antara kita
Semakin membara jiwa gelora
Selama ini hanya kau di hatiku

Tak mudah kumelupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang kuperlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Apa saja yang kau mahu

Semua untukmu oh kekandaku
Dengarlah rayuan di hatiku
Sesungguhnya aku mencintaimu
Selalu di hatiku memanggil namamu
Oh kekandaku oh kekandaku
Semua kerana, kerna kamu

Engkaulah permata hatiku
Suluh menyinar hidupku
Yang selalu menerangi hari gelapku

Nantikan kanda yang satu
Tak akan pernah ku jemu
Semakin hari semakin ku rindu

Tak mudah kumelupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang kuperlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Kamu selalu dihatiku
Semua yang kau mahu


Walau berjauhan
Suaramu mengakhiri penantian
Tabah mengharungi cinta
Semua dugaan Maha Esa

im sorry

haihh. hari nie zufarhe tak contact aku sgat. RINDU?? dah tahap cipan nie. bila lah aku nak jumpa dia, lagi 3 mgu kot. lama kan ? tapi tadi aku call dia tak angkat, ada problem lah. so aku harap dia balik keje dia share story dia ngan aku. ntah kenapa tiba2 mcm malas je nak tulis lg. hmmm okaylah.

i hate u !

urggh it was so stressful recently. it just i cant bare it anymore. yes i admit that it was my fault but u dont need to treat me like a prisoner and im tired to cry for all those shit happen to me. please lah. be matured. this is about u and me, doesnt need to involved others in this matter. im SICK and TIRED of your games. my life was so unhappy +  messy and im very very sure this is all u ever wanted rite ? to see me cryin', to see me begging u. i just need some peace in my mind. PLEASE. hoping that there were pieces of hopes in your life.

hard to breath

yes, its hard for me to breath, its hard for me to know the truth, its hard for me to choose, its very very hard to make the right decision. nah ! i got headache when i think about it. its really really hurt and ya i know that my heart is fall onto you. it just i even know my feelings sometimes i wish that god show to me the path that i am looking for. but until now i suffer with this own feelings. ARGGHH! DAMN !

mine :)

ya man ! i think im in love bro ! HAHA. itulah ayat kebanggaan dia. pasal apa ntah suka sgt ckap mcm tu. yes, he is my first top boyfriend and always be like that. ZUFARHE ZAIDE   is the one who steal my heart and he make me melt with him whenever he touch and played with my hair. he even dont care when i accompany him to take our lunch without i taking my bath first. :)

he really know how to show his love and make me feel so right and secure when we spent time together. seriously, imma be crazy when we're far apart from each other. LOL. it doesnt make sense huh when i still miss him even though almost every day i meet him. and now long distance love make me miss him very very badly :'(

*i miss ur warm hug
*i miss ur kiss
*i miss ur voice
*i miss u hold my hand
*i miss the way u love me
i miss u bie :'(














BFF <3 GILA

zatil iwani


CRAZY ! yeah ! dia nih mmg gila lah. terima kasih la tuhan kerana memberi kawan yg SEBAIK dia nih. haha. okay lah, dia nih mmg rapat dgan aku and tersggt2lah pemurah. biasanya kredit hp dia aku yg tlg habiskan.
bukan apa, aku takut exp dia tak guna. and d' most important dia msih lg SINGLE. sape2 yg masih mancari jodoh silakan isi borang perkenalan dulu okay. LOL. seriously, i really appreciate this girl cus she is the most best bestie i ever had. she 'll be lend her shoulders to i cry on and we shared best moment together. ty wanie cus u understand me :)

SYIDA AZMAN


hey syidado. honestly, i use to hate her during our orientation. haha. for me, she is really really annoying and disgusting(joke). i never thought that we could be bestie now and her family was so amazing lah !
can u imagine we stay at her house for almost 3 weeks and urghh it was awesome with UMI. yeah ! she is the coolest mom's i ever met. what can i say huh ? and and syida nih sgt kelakar padahal dia tak buat lawak pun tapi bila tgok dia punya attitude. Sumpa kelakar ! kdg2 dia nie sengal pun ada jugak.
 Haihh. syida syida.

MJ


firstly, congrats for your 16 NOV 2010. thats my girl ! yeah ! dia nih mmg yg terbaik lah. dia mmg tak suka kalau korang kutuk kawan korang sendiri. elak kene tempeleng je kan ? ya  dia mmg seorang yg pentingkan kawan. and she told me "once kau da jadik kawan aku, aku terima segala buruk baik kau". sebab tu lah aku tak kisah nak luahkan apa je yg tersimpan dlm hati aku nie.
tapi dia nie degil. harap je anak imam tapi rambut BLONDIE jugak. ahaha. okay lah, aku harap kau berbahagia lah dengan AZRI kau tu. happily ever after :)

selamat hari raya aidiladha

bekkk!!

okay. firstly wishing all muslims selamat hari raya aidiladha. yeah ! semua lembu mesti main sorok2 takut kena sembelih. haha. padan muka kau wahai lembu. yg paling sakit hati pagi2 mak aku kejut suro bangun gosok baju abg2 aku. aduyai mak tlg lah paham aku ngantok gi;a babi nih. semalam da lah tido lambat. abg aku pun satu, tak reti ke nak gosok baju sendiri. EVERY YEAR mesti keja aku yg gosokkan baju dorang, da besar panjang pun nak suro adik gosokkan. nak manja2 lah tu. ahaha. and yg paling penting sekali aku makan gila banyak. aku pun tak tau da bape kali aku tmbah ketupat + aym msk merah + smbal kacang +serunding dan sebagainya.  dan AKIBATNYA aku masuk toilet untuk kali yg KE5. HAHA. memang padan la muka aku kan, spe suro makan tak egt dunia. taubat aku tak nak mkn lg. haihh.