i hate u !

urggh it was so stressful recently. it just i cant bare it anymore. yes i admit that it was my fault but u dont need to treat me like a prisoner and im tired to cry for all those shit happen to me. please lah. be matured. this is about u and me, doesnt need to involved others in this matter. im SICK and TIRED of your games. my life was so unhappy +  messy and im very very sure this is all u ever wanted rite ? to see me cryin', to see me begging u. i just need some peace in my mind. PLEASE. hoping that there were pieces of hopes in your life.

hard to breath



yes, its hard for me to breath, its hard for me to know the truth, its hard for me to choose, its very very hard to make the right decision. nah ! i got headache when i think about it. its really really hurt and ya i know that my heart is fall onto you. it just i even know my feelings sometimes i wish that god show to me the path that i am looking for. but until now i suffer with this own feelings. ARGGHH! DAMN !

mine :)




ya man ! i think im in love bro ! HAHA. itulah ayat kebanggaan dia. pasal apa ntah suka sgt ckap mcm tu. yes, he is my first top boyfriend and always be like that. ZUFARHE ZAIDE   is the one who steal my heart and he make me melt with him whenever he touch and played with my hair. he even dont care when i accompany him to take our lunch without i taking my bath first. :)
he really know how to show his love and make me feel so right and secure when we spent time together. seriously, imma be crazy when we're far apart from each other. LOL. it doesnt make sense huh when i still miss him even though almost every day i meet him. and now long distance love make me miss him very very badly :'(
*i miss ur warm hug
*i miss ur kiss
*i miss ur voice
*i miss u hold my hand
*i miss the way u love me
i miss u bie :'(














BFF <3 GILA


zatil iwani


CRAZY ! yeah ! dia nih mmg gila lah. terima kasih la tuhan kerana memberi kawan yg SEBAIK dia nih. haha. okay lah, dia nih mmg rapat dgan aku and tersggt2lah pemurah. biasanya kredit hp dia aku yg tlg habiskan.
bukan apa, aku takut exp dia tak guna. and d' most important dia msih lg SINGLE. sape2 yg masih mancari jodoh silakan isi borang perkenalan dulu okay. LOL. seriously, i really appreciate this girl cus she is the most best bestie i ever had. she 'll be lend her shoulders to i cry on and we shared best moment together. ty wanie cus u understand me :)






SYIDA AZMAN


hey syidado. honestly, i use to hate her during our orientation. haha. for me, she is really really annoying and disgusting(joke). i never thought that we could be bestie now and her family was so amazing lah !
can u imagine we stay at her house for almost 3 weeks and urghh it was awesome with UMI. yeah ! she is the coolest mom's i ever met. what can i say huh ? and and syida nih sgt kelakar padahal dia tak buat lawak pun tapi bila tgok dia punya attitude. Sumpa kelakar ! kdg2 dia nie sengal pun ada jugak.
 Haihh. syida syida.




MJ


firstly, congrats for your 16 NOV 2010. thats my girl ! yeah ! dia nih mmg yg terbaik lah. dia mmg tak suka kalau korang kutuk kawan korang sendiri. elak kene tempeleng je kan ? ya  dia mmg seorang yg pentingkan kawan. and she told me "once kau da jadik kawan aku, aku terima segala buruk baik kau". sebab tu lah aku tak kisah nak luahkan apa je yg tersimpan dlm hati aku nie.
tapi dia nie degil. harap je anak imam tapi rambut BLONDIE jugak. ahaha. okay lah, aku harap kau berbahagia lah dengan AZRI kau tu. happily ever after :)

selamat hari raya aidiladha

bekkk!!


okay. firstly wishing all muslims selamat hari raya aidiladha. yeah ! semua lembu mesti main sorok2 takut kena sembelih. haha. padan muka kau wahai lembu. yg paling sakit hati pagi2 mak aku kejut suro bangun gosok baju abg2 aku. aduyai mak tlg lah paham aku ngantok gi;a babi nih. semalam da lah tido lambat. abg aku pun satu, tak reti ke nak gosok baju sendiri. EVERY YEAR mesti keja aku yg gosokkan baju dorang, da besar panjang pun nak suro adik gosokkan. nak manja2 lah tu. ahaha. and yg paling penting sekali aku makan gila banyak. aku pun tak tau da bape kali aku tmbah ketupat + aym msk merah + smbal kacang +serunding dan sebagainya.  dan AKIBATNYA aku masuk toilet untuk kali yg KE5. HAHA. memang padan la muka aku kan, spe suro makan tak egt dunia. taubat aku tak nak mkn lg. haihh.