LOVE


Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
And I'd give up forever to touch you. Cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't want to go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment and all I can breathe is your life, when sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight. 

i love u infinity :')
sofienashahuri

tired tired tired



it was so exhausted today. urghh. ke hulur ke hilir aku pegang fail sambil memakai tudung dengan selekehnya  +  rambut aku dah terkeluar(act nak sorokkan rambut aku yg dah keperangan nie) HAHA. lantak kau lah. janji aku setelkan register nie cpat2. nasib baik lah cuaca hari nie elok kan.so tak de lah aku panas sangat. then aku terpaksa tgu wanie selama beberapa lama semata2 untuk dapatkan bilik yg sama. tapi nasib baiklah kitorang dapat bilik sama. yg bestnya aku dengan wanie je duduk dalam bilik tu. HAHA. mmg sempoi la kan. tapi kan yg paling kelakar, aku, wanie, dengan mak aku sekali punya lah bersusah payah menolak loker buruk tu ke bilik sebelah sbb kitorang nak tukar loker yg cantik sikit. HAHA. peluh jgn ckap lah bole tadah satu baldi. tapi tu the best lah. puas hati  jugak kan dapat loker yg baru sikit TAPI dalam aku gembira aku rasa sedih sbb ZUFARHEZAIDE tak de utk register sama2 dengan aku. jealous sgt bila tgok org lain dengan partner masing2. tapi nie semua ujian kan bie ?

* i really miss u zufarhezaide





Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... 
* i miss u boyfie

YES I NEED YOU



                          I love you, not for what you are, 
         but for what I am when I am with you.

30 DECEMBER 2010


KPTM SAYA DATANG !

bye bye bie



ZUFARHE ZAIDE. i never thought that this is the last day i'll meet u. ingat tak gmba nie ? kita snap snap saja time nie while waiting the bus. ya its the precious moment that i never want to forget. next year is the tough moment that i have to face. live without u. i tak sangka u akan tinggalkan i sorang2 kat sana. i sedih sangat and rasa mcm tak de semangat nak move on my life. tapi since u ckap yg u akan selalu visit i okay lega sikit hati nie. u ingat tak u peselalu cakap kat i "syg jgn tinggal i tau ". jgn risau lah bie, tu perkara yg tak perlu u risaukan sebab i takkn tinggal kan u. i nak u tau yg i happy bila u ada dgan i, u sgat pandai jaga hati i. tapi mcm mana bila u dah tak de nanti ? sapa yg nak teman i makan kat hafiz tom yam ? spa yg nak teman i pegi kopok lekor ? sapa yg nak teman i pegi mamak ? sapa yg nak jalan dgan i berpeluh peluh bila habis kelas nanti ? sapa yg nak petik bunga bgi kat i ? sapa yg nak bwakkan beg i ? ya mmg i tak kan lupa waktu tu. i hope that u'll trust me when we're far apart from each other. maybe this is the time to know how much u love me. I LOVE U BIE

*remember the text u bg kat i ?

im not supposed to love u
care about u
to live my life wishing u were there
im also not supposed to wonder where u are
but i cant help it cuz im in love with u

bestie




seems like i'll be alone for the next sem. its hard to believe that syida and mj akan tinggal kan aku. gila sedih. tak kan lupa pada kenangan kitorang. just imagine, we're having fun time together, hang out until late morning even the final exam just coming around, we shared our secrets, and both of u will lend your shoulder to cry on. hmmm, kita dah tak bole tido sama sama lg kat bilik wanie. ya i'll miss that moment. and when the last time we meet, i just cant accept that my bestie will leave me. i count your steps when seeing u walk away from me. itulah perkara yg paling sedih. korang dah tak de kat sisi aku lagi. SYIDA and MJ aku harap korang akan egat aku sebagai kawan korang sampai bila bila. i love both of u :'(

she's my baby


i just want to be the girl u talk about
the only one u cant live without
to be the one who makes your heart beat like crazy
and for u to says to you boys she's my baby

lagu untuk si busuk

*suka lagu nie walaupun tak de kena mengena
*ada sikit pengeditan. HAHA


Malam pertama sangat sempurna
Duhai kekanda sungguh jelita
Selama ini hanya kau yang kutunggu

Bukannya rahsia di antara kita
Semakin membara jiwa gelora
Selama ini hanya kau di hatiku

Tak mudah kumelupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang kuperlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Apa saja yang kau mahu

Semua untukmu oh kekandaku
Dengarlah rayuan di hatiku
Sesungguhnya aku mencintaimu
Selalu di hatiku memanggil namamu
Oh kekandaku oh kekandaku
Semua kerana, kerna kamu

Engkaulah permata hatiku
Suluh menyinar hidupku
Yang selalu menerangi hari gelapku

Nantikan kanda yang satu
Tak akan pernah ku jemu
Semakin hari semakin ku rindu

Tak mudah kumelupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang kuperlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Kamu selalu dihatiku
Semua yang kau mahu


Walau berjauhan
Suaramu mengakhiri penantian
Tabah mengharungi cinta
Semua dugaan Maha Esa

im sorry

haihh. hari nie zufarhe tak contact aku sgat. RINDU?? dah tahap cipan nie. bila lah aku nak jumpa dia, lagi 3 mgu kot. lama kan ? tapi tadi aku call dia tak angkat, ada problem lah. so aku harap dia balik keje dia share story dia ngan aku. ntah kenapa tiba2 mcm malas je nak tulis lg. hmmm okaylah.